As a front end developer now i am amaze by myself and other for what we create or developer in this blogger place.
It was 8 years ago....
现在我给自己的评论是，
好难看的blog啊
那个background 为什么可以那么乱？
好难看
哈哈哈哈
还有写的都是什么鬼没营养的日记?
有点想从做这个blog但，
这都是回忆啊！
Not a brand new year for me,
coz it is in between of uni life.
Yup,
I don't even get out of hostel to countdown for the new year.
Anyway,
I make it nice with some food- Pizza hut!!!
Is just the PizzaHut,
but that's satisfied.
The 12th day of 2015,
Yup,
Somethings have change,
I'm not single since 5 December 2014.
With my man <3 font="">
I love him,like so much.
Thank you for let me be with you :)
This few day,
i only found that i'm totally a Fried ice-cream.
hahah
becoz,
in my heart,
there is always winter,
sometimes even -20 c.
it's hard to balance a Summer and a Winter personality,
but i'm trying hard to change the inside me,
For myself,and for him.
"Emo is wasting time."He always say this to me,remind me.
friendship...
I hate friendship seriously,
But i feel like repair it.
I just,
totally give up on someone,
or many,
although,
i always alone.
I ,
use to it that time i first in uni
becoz of her,
i feel like at least someone is here for me,
but at the end,
she is not.
Not what i expect,
yeah,
i know,
i cant put what i think on ppl ,
but,
i wish i could find a friend like wyy know me,love me,
even she's not really free to acc me anymore...
nvm,in our deep heart,we still love each other.
For her,
i give up,
i'm lazy to put more effort on her,
i'm tired.
Sorry.
Today,
Hahah~
After staving for 3 days,
i get to eat nice food,
Po cai ramen,subway from best classmate,just warm my heart. :) Thank you lovely miza,nik and fatin :)
End up with a prayer.
神啊！感谢你让我过了一个那么的美好的星期一，感谢你在我需要的时候就在我的身边，感谢神让我在muet考试中拿到了band 4，这都不是偶然的，感谢上帝让我有健康的身体来到学习。求主保守就要接近final的我能够拥有健康、专心和智慧来到温习final的科目。也求主保守老妈的身体健康和事业，你的恩典够我们使用、即将要开刀的老姐的智慧牙XD、老爸的健康、以及求主早日让dear认识你，求主也保守他的健康学业。奉主耶稣名求，Amen.
Awesome day with my man.
Friend but just over that.
I really satisfied with it.
Unfortunately, movie plan spoiled. Heheheh ~~
Next time i just gonna be more alert with planning ~~
Anyway,
Is really happy to see you,
I feel so happy and happiness over flow.
The time with you are really good and comfortable.
I do not need to be keeping everything to the best.
Is acceptable to let you see my deep blur case personality ~
No pressure. Dio dio hor ��
The feeling was so great.
Another unexpected things he told me.
*He's telling me what happened just now*
The seller of the bracelet saw our couple bracelet and ask "why you're here?And the thing send to Malacca for what?"
*he reply *
"i come Uniten to visit my friend."
*seller ask him*
"Is your gf like that bracelets?"
*Me,vonne, asked what he feel *
"Feel like happiness☺☺☺☺"
*he reply to the guy *
"My gf like it so much and she stay at uniten here,And maybe you will saw she wearing it."
*end*
Happiness just so over flow ~~ Even we are not couple... i still feel satisfied with this relationship, no beginning and no end. He's the only one i can comfortable look into his eyes, feel no awkward, just so nice to look at his eyes and face �� I appreciate my birthday present, love it very much~~ He even let me see his phone, play with it, no secret, i just so love him. I will not forget this until the end of my life. No matter how future is, i just leave it to god. Thanks god and thank you. ��������†
其实，还有很多很多想跟你说得…却不懂怎么说…
今天，特别的emo.... emo到我自己都不懂怎么办。
突然很累，突然不停地在往后跑，突然又回到原点…别人，遇到了想见的人，与过去的他谈天，而我…什么都没有…会被吐槽说我幼稚，不会想，变态…
我承认，我觉得自己一个人很孤单，对呀，roommate, housemate都是华人啊，可是却不是那个能忍受我的脾气，支持我，了解我的那个啊…我真的很想恋…开始会觉得妈妈是最好的，虽然他不100%了解我的人…很想回家，很想逃避，很想离开…我很想哭…………………终于，我终于会有点homesick了………
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